Party of Life (Part 1)

by English Minor

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1.
"Millennial Dilemma" Mom and dad, judge and jury, I know I’m an embarrassment, but no need to worry It’s just the dilemma of my enviable life A coincidence of me and my time My grandma and my grandpa, captured during the Second War, Enslaved in German labor camps, got numbers on their arms, Sailed to Ellis Island with four kids in a stinking boat, And worked their whole long lives without a whimper or a gloat So what the fuck is wrong with me Living in America where I’m free Yet I bitch more than a detainee Spoiled child, what’s wrong with me? Raised on computer technology Living better than past centuries Yet I’m sad as hell being the bourgiousie Prosperity’s child, what’s wrong with me? Oh tell me, tell me, please My mother and my father, working thankless, boring jobs, Saved up a decade’s wages to send me to a decent college And will work those very jobs til the day that they retire When they’ll visit all those locales to which their youth once did aspire Sometimes I do wish Wish for tragedy Something with sharp teeth To chew a man out of me Some real suffering I could meet gallantly Tragedy encircles me Yet here, my problem’s I’m too free I live a boring, charmed life at the foot of luxury I squandered half my twenties wondering just who I should be I ain’t ready to start a family, not even sure if I’m (an) adult Am I some new breed of loser, a clueless target for a cult? Oh I feel my time a’passin’ better get my shit together Shoulder responsibility and quit indulging in aimless pleasures But pleasure’s so convenient and happiness ain’t defined What should I believe, I can’t make up my fucking mind
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The Stone 02:17
"The Stone" How many, how many, how many, how many How many times, how many times will you Strike upon the stone Before you finally learn The stone will never turn How long, how long, how long, how long Will you Stare upon the stone Before you realize The stone conceals no guise No blood from the stone No blood from the stone Why do you, why do you, why do you, why do you Why do you wonder, why do you wonder about What’s within the stone There is no more there The stone has nothing to bare No blood from the stone No blood from the stone When I ask the stone’s reply Has nothing to say, but what besides So kick the stone away for a while Maybe he’ll return a big surprise But, no, he only rolls away I’ll catch up with him another day Another day rolls on and on With silence end of just what was spawned
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Mood Swing 02:57
"Mood Swing" I’m up! And all is well with life I’m Down! Oh Lord keep me from the knife Sunshine! Maybe I’ll go fly a kite Too bright! Nevermind , please bring on the night Moonshine! Yeah, it’s finally my writin’ time Blackout! Can’t write a single fuckin’ line I’m alive! And that’s the best I can do today But hey! You know, tomorrow’s another day But I know What swings high Must sweep low Oh I know... From the sun to the moon From the fool to the king Oh who can predict all my mood swings! I ain’t got defenses against ‘em But maybe in a few years new thoughts will bring Stability and clarity to the conflict that’s a’ragin’ inside me And that day maybe I’ll find what everyone mean by being happy— I’m up! And all is well again I’m down! Seems my reign is at an end Smart guy! Yeah, I’m pretty intelligent Smart ass! No, I’m arrogant and ignorant I’m cool! In an unconventional way You fool! Ain’t that what they all say So good! Yeah, this song it really flows It sucks! No, this song most definitely blows From the sun to the moon From the fool to the king Oh who can predict all my mood swings! I try like hell to maintain ‘em But I can’t seem to find a level bearing Where I can live evenly without the worry that maybe I’m goin’ a bit crazy But some day maybe I’ll find what everyone means by being happy And that happy day I’ll meet a woman who’s emotionally healthy And we’ll marry, have two or three kids, and live in a house way out in the country We’ll grow in love each day, and all our days will be blue and sunny I’ll call her some endearing name, and hers for me, maybe it’ll be honey Oh this dream, it sounds too good, sounds so good it’s startin’ to sound a bit funny Well, ain’t that just like me: all my dreams end up sounding of irony La la la
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Our Fantasy 02:17
“Our Fantasy” My father ain’t a king And my mother ain’t a queen But you and I could be In our little fantasy Together... (Won’t you) Please give me a kiss ‘Cause I just might be a prince, I don’t know, Though I hear, it’s the kiss that makes the prince Ain’t that lovely? And a prince, he ain’t always handsome In fact, he often looks quite funny And I shall remain like this Until I receive your kiss I might be a beast some days And you might be a witch In both our strange ways But our story’ll end happily ‘Cause by then we’ll be quite rich In understanding Oh... Please won’t you give me a kiss ‘Cause I just might be your prince And if it ain’t too kitsche You just might be my princess Please won’t you make me your prince?
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An Idea 02:47
"An Idea" In oaken arks We’ve crossed the sea For a foreign land of uncertainty To live by God In unmolested peace Most left their friends Others, families But all have left— Some say foolishly— Their dear homeland, Their comforts and securities All for a dream For new opportunity All to be free The winters are harsh But the springs, lush green When from saw-dusted homes We emerge to greet The new-world’s sun, The hardy flocks of chickadees; Our children to sing so sweet; The approach of another fleet; New neighbors to meet Around the hearth we make compact To live as one No crown shall rule but we ourselves E pluribus unum Our fate we sign our names and then with blood To wrest from tyranny’ unrest A new freedom Our brothers stand proud by our side In redcoats are none The sky it cracks through clouds bleeds down the sun Upon our gathering peers They bear us their love We hold back our tears The bugle sounds its anxious cry As young men march prepared to die All for an idea
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"First-World Suffering" Wake up at 3:am, can’t sleep Check my Twitter feed, nothin’ to tweet Roll back over, listen to the cars down in the street All I hear’s my heart, goes beep-beep ... beep Focus on my thoughts, like to weep, Count out (all) my fears, no need for sheep 8:am, day starts, wish it were done Board the train, strange faces, I’m one Avoid the eyes of a belligerent bum My public self ... I leave me numb (But) This is modern life, there’s nowhere to run 9:am, shift starts, I’ma coffee whore Pushin’ caffeine at a downtown bourgeoise store Minimum wage ought’a be more Livin’ life ought’a mean more I ought’a be doin’ something more ... I guess Don’t cry for me, I don’t cry for me, no tears, no sympathy, please 1:pm, lunch time, smoke break Accidental ash in my coffee and a two-day old cupcake This is the shit, that keeps me awake This kind of shit, I eat everyday All this shit, just another of my mistakes ... comes easy 5:pm, shift ends, time for me-time Reverse commute and wait wait wait ... in line Spend half my day waiting like a fattening swine Spend the rest, I spend the rest ... I can’t even remember most times 6:pm, home again, what should I do Had plans to go out, those plans fell through No one to see, but (got) a nice view from my room So queue up the Netflix and break out the brew Gonna get lit and wallow in my (own) stew ... Don’t cry for me, I don’t cry for me, no tears, no sympathy, please
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"Fox Without A Home" Take a look at this young man Just another sad, lonely heart Romantic hero, but living a bit part ‘d like to meet a young dear Hold her real close and treat her right Too bad he ain’t simple like the simple types Christian heart Restless soul Lustful mind Joined her out on the dance floor Saw the bed warm in her eyes Too bad he won’t dance like the other guys Lustful heart Restless soul Christian mind Man, where do you stand And why you so hung up? Just do like they all do! Man, are you a goat or a ram? Can’t you just make your mind up? ‘Cause at the end of the day Alone’s how you wind up Lonely for the holy? Tried his heart in the house of God His knees were down but his mind was abroad Met her in the chapel Saw devotion held in her curls Too bad he can’t live in her simple world Christian heart Lustful soul Restless mind Man, is there any hope, is there a one for you, With your—restless heart—tortured soul—and confused mind, too? O the foxes, they have their dens... But what home have you? What’s Christian virtue, without a God to pray to, and someone else to love you? What’s wrong with the bedroom, when you’re free in the world’s doom, ain’t it time for you to deplume? O you lonely heart, Fazed evader of love’s dart, You dance to your own blues O you lonely heart, Tangled fool in love’s court, I hope you meet your dear soon
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“Hustle & Bustle” Hustle and bustle Bustle and rustle Red, white, black and blue American shuffle Shuffle and bubble Bubble and trouble Faster sins correct the flow Just add hate and watch the row! Ruffle and bristle Bristle and muscle From truth-to-power shouts To will-to-power knuckles Knuckle and scuffle Scuffle and struggle From slavery to feticide, We keep persons well defined! Pummel and cudgel Cudgel and muffle Nothing gendered ‘bout The end of a jackboot’s muzzle Muzzle and buckle Buckle and truckle Right or wrong it’s how I feel O Fortuna, spin your wheel! Hustle and bustle Bustle and rustle... [...] Yesterday, a child was born Swaddled, eight whole pounds She hasn’t heard the lies we tell Or the hatred we pass around But someday ... When she rudely comes of age Well before her time To learn what foolish games we play To hide the ignorance in our lives What will she think? Will she think she can improve What we thought we could? Or will she give in to despair And forsake her hope for good? And maybe write a song ... And in that song she might address The disorders of her time Still to learn what we’ll have learned Of the stubbornness of mankind

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released June 15, 2020

Music by Corey Ball

Lyrics by August Lysy

Mastered by Spencer Martin

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English Minor Chicago, Illinois

A songwriting duo who, after many (many) attempts, have been unable to formulate a bio of just the right amount of sincerity and irony so as to succinctly capture the essence of their musical sensibilities.

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